well... must add my own acct in here... i'm sooo bored. been home for, what?, an hour and half. argh. i'm never coming home early. hahaa.. well lesse. played with the dog, gave him a bath (wow...) and cleaned up the backyard.
now the dog is in the backyard, will be dirty in a bit and... it's useless to give him a shower. the basement smells like wet dog now. gross...

i feel bad about this whole jordan thing.. but i always felt uncomfortable cuz he was going a little fast for me. i mean, i barely knew the guy... no, no. let me correct myself. i barely KNOW him. but now i feel bad... i dunno why... and albert isn't helping at all by telling me that i taught them how to swim so i should spend time with them, etc etc... maybe i just won't go swimming at all... argh. but it's not like we're not talking at all... i dunno. i suppose i should just pretend that i don't know that he knows that i know. sorry, felt like making that sentence confusing.

well, you'll be able to talk to norman tomorrow. hopefully he doesn't act all weird around you and not talk to you at all. aaagh.

and it's cold in the basement. i opened all the windows to try and get that dog smell out. and now it's cold. brrr....

| Monday, November 4, 2002 || 03:55 p.m. |

PS - have funny manzo quotes (well, they were funny at the time at least...). don't have them on me. will tell you later.

| Monday, November 4, 2002 || 03:43 p.m. |

haha... i like how you referred to it as MY locker. hehee... woo hoo! anyway, sent you an email. just thought i'd let you know that your "e" was spinning before that... sooo... ali's got mail.

well, i left you a note, an email, and now an entry. it turns out that ellie emailed me about why she wasn't coming. good thing i'm not really patient enough to hang around for an hour... sooo... spending all my time on your acct in ICT. tried looking for you in the "quiet room"... however, quiet room isn't so quiet right now. SOOOOO many ppl in there! wow. wonder where you are right now. hmmm... geo? haha... however will not go up there. will continue to bum around until time to go. tra la laaa....

dammit... don't want to repeat myself, so can't say much. (since i wrote in a note and an email...) hmm... what can i mention right now that wouldn't be repetitive? actually, i'm kinda paranoid about my jacket and bag. must go out and get it... after i finish this entry. haha... that could take a while.

now that the hell am i going to do when i finish this entry? hmmm... i could play games.... but... argh... so bored. ali schmali. where are you? need to distract you from your studies. haha... no, should leave you alone in peace. for the moment. wish i had a car of some sort. bored to death. hum diddly dum.

lessee... yeah, i dunno what's up with etsu. he was asking me about potential places to visit in calgary, and i started listing things off. i started talking about more shopping centres, then movies. then it got around to HP movie. i asked if he wanted to come and he tells me he's booked for the weekend. as if i have to make an appointment with him. hello. i don't think so. so i just shrugged and said it was going to be fun (in other words, with or without him... but most definitely without scott). more fun talking to you in person tho about scott. don't feel like typing about him. too lazy. hahaa... okies... will go now. must find something else to do.
wish i brought a book...

later
auj

| Thursday, October 31, 2002 || 01:07 a.m. |

having a bit of a disagreement with chaz. well... yeah. i've got this thing against his mom right now, but i definitely don't wanna tell him that. he'd just get all defensive, but he knew something was up and he wanted to know, but he was being so goddamn pushy, that it was starting to piss me off pretty bad. argh...

anyway... yeah. i have a note to give to you tomorrow. how wonderfully high school of me :P .. it's about (surprise of surprises) patty. hum diddly dum. you might actually read this after i give you the note. heh heh... anyway...

yeah... apparently amanda called when i was out walking shadow on monday evening. i have no idea why she suddenly feels the need to call. i actually resent it quite a bit. she called to say she'd be going swimming tomorrow. almost like saying, "hint, hint." well, gee.. thanks for giving me the heads-up when she didn't come. that's what pisses me off so much. what? am i supposed to revolve my schedule around hers? how convenient for her. no, i don't think so...
honestly, i don't particularly care if she's going or not. and she calls when it's least necessary. please... she doesn't bother calling when she's not coming, but she thinks to call when is is? that's for the common courtesy when it's not that useful... it's actually kinda selfish of her. she doesn't bother calling when she's not going, but when she's going, she wants the companion. okay, at least when i first didn't go, i called her up to tell her. when she ditches, she doesn't bother... yes, that makes sense...
i called her back anyway just to tell her i wasn't going to swim, but she was asleep already. i told the guy to relay a message for me, like you suggested. we'll see if that worked out or if he's like my brothers when it comes to messages... :P

i dunno... this is a wonderful week for being annoyed with ppl. chaz' mom, patty, amanda. it's wonderful. fun, really. i won't get into patty cuz that'll just start a whole other thing... but ... yeah. it's in the note. i think. i can't even remember what i wrote. heh... i'm starting to get sick of it tho. i figure we should probably talk to her... but i have no idea about what really. well, how to word it anyway. i mean, she's a friend so that makes it a little harder. i'm just worried that she'd take it all out of proportion and get defensive about it. ah well... but i must definitely bring up steve at some point. it's starting to bug me a bit.

time for sleep,
auj

| Wednesday, October 30, 2002 || 11:17 a.m. |

mmm... messed up dumplings...
heh... i tried to steam my dumplings, but i was too lazy to defrost them (and therefore separate them). sooo... now i have some pretty warped dumplings.

newayz, damn. starting to really consider getting myself a cell phone. humm.. could've spent a whole bunch of quality time with ali schmali. btw... done at 3:15 on thursday. just so you know. lin and i have reworked our meeting schedule so now we only meet on tuesdays after my class.

newayz, this is stuff i could be telling you in person, and it would probably make more sense then too... la di da... gotta get to school soon.

later
auj

| Sunday, October 27, 2002 || 01:11 p.m. |

true.. nothing can beat dave's brother. that guy is the epitamy of disgust. he's not even worth thinking about.
newayz, yeah, i hate it when dave starts talking down about 'pakis' as he likes to call them. i mean, his only experience with them has been at clubs where most ppl generally do NOT behave properly. half of them are drunk, and this is what dave bases his assumption on. it's kinda sad, actually... yeah, greg's used that 'fork' word before. it's kinda funny, cuz i never heard of it before he mentioned it. the first time he mentioned it, i just gave him this blank look. he explained it to me eventually... but.. yeah...

haha, you're funny. decrement? rot? why not decomposing while we're at it? hahaa... that's funny. and yes, i'm definitely much happier. :) and i'm sure you are too, after friday afternoon. haha, that was so cute! awww... we should always go to mac hall (even if we just stand there for a minute or two before heading back). maybe we'll bump into him on a regular basis. ;P no, i shouldn't encourage you to search him out all the time. but it's just damn cute how you get afterwards. awww... well... might see you tomorrow. who knows.

later
auj

| Thursday, October 24, 2002 || 09:40 p.m. |

omg, my brother is so fucking ignorant and crude... i mean, sometimes, his crudeness can be really amusing... but... i dunno. he's gone a bit off the deep end today. he found some music video to the tune of 'i want it that way' called 'i want a fat babe'. when he recited the first verse to me, it had sounded silly, so i laughed. but then he decided to show me the music video.... in a sense, it's going against the norm, which is that thin girls are the only good type to pursue... but i think he found the worst way to say that. i mean, it was basically making fun of overweight girls, and he was getting a kick out of it. i was definitely not amused at that point, and he was starting to be a total ass about it, telling me it was a joke and i had no humor since i couldn't laugh at it. well, it wasn't funny, so what's the point in laughing? i thought it was downright insulting, and i told him so. i challenged him to show the music video to another girl, any girl, and he refused. he said he'd show it to his friends. well, let me see... his friends are all guys. by refusing to show the video to a girl, it shows that he knows it's not the best kind of "joke" in the world. technically, it's discrimination. i'm so ashamed and disappointed in my brother right now... i can't believe he'd find something like that amusing. obviously, guys are going to find the music video funny because it was showing some extremely obese woman (it was all animated, btw) stuffing her face with food. they find it funny because they'd never actually want to go after an obese woman. the video was completely making fun of them, not really saying that obese women should be preferred to thin... i dunno. i might be overreacting, but i really didn't appreciate his choice of humor. it was a little too crude. and the thing about it all is that greg knows that he'd be hurting a girl if he let her see it. especially an overweight one. how mean can that be? his excuse to my challenge was that a)he didn't know any overweight girls, and b)it would be mean to drag a complete stranger to a computer just to show her that. it's completely mean to show a female friend that kind of thing in the first place. my brother has no tact and obviously no morals when it comes to this kind of humor. ... it's so hard to explain, but i feel... i dunno. i mean, i'm definitely ashamed of him and completely disappointed that he would be so thoroughly amused by it... but.. there's something else in there that i can't quite put my finger on. i just don't know the word to describe it. i mean, greg's not being racist or anything... it's just so... so... grah, i don't know. it's kind of upset me that he would think it was so amusing. his friends are pretty disgusting, too, if they get such a kick out of it. *rolls eyes* high school-ers... the maturity level is just not there....

well, anyway... that's all i really wanted to rant about. he better not come down here trying to start any kind of conversation up with me right now. i'm definitely not in the mood. we were having a bit of an "argument" (wherein i was giving him a valid argument-- it's crude and insulting--, and he was coming up with things like 'you have no sense of humor' or 'you're gay') and i finally told him that i didn't even want to talk about it because there was no point. he must've lost interest cuz he left then. grr to him...

later,
auj

| Tuesday, October 15, 2002 || 07:02 p.m. |

yo yo.... sitting in a lab with you at another computer. what wonderful fun! oh btw, no, i didn't delete that song because it was on another md.

sooo... went swimming today. thankfully manny didn't mention anything about me not showing up for the past two weeks. i would've been thoroughly annoyed. manny was tactful enough not too. i found out she has a thing for legolas too. hehee! showed her all my wonderful legolas cards. it's all good.

btw, looks like ellie and nikki aren't going skating. (fate, it seems doesn't want them to meet etsu) patty might not either (depending on if she works or not), so it might just be you, me, and etsu having at her with skating. wonderful. i don't know what to do afterwards... maybe i'll go out for dinner. dunno. what do you think? oh, and i would very much like to play pool after school. can you come? hope you can. don't really want to play pool by myself, tho i suppose i could ask etsu.... but you must come.

i saw andrew (li) today and he brought me to sit with his friend (dorma). andrew's really a funny weird person. it's really quite interesting. and dorma kept dropping things or hurting himself (dropped his taco, in its wrapping, on the floor. dropped his wasabi nuts on the floor. poked himself in the eye with a stack of papers). it was amusing. i got labeled as "charles' girlfriend". apparently that's how dorma knows me. wonderful. he has a thing for high-fives, as well... it's really weird.
theeen... walked andrew to the library where i went upstairs, realized i didn't want to study in the library, walked to engg and sat down. the rest is history.

hum diddly dum

| Monday, October 14, 2002 || 08:04 p.m. |

hmmm... checked both your pitas accounts (since you mentioned that you wanted to do a little ranting on ali_schmali.

it's all good. patty will be patty. she'll never change for anyone (including sir scevilott), and as we've proven earlier today, she'll even change color names so it'll work for her. patty's a lost cause, but it wouldn't be the same if we didn't have someone to piss off at.

yeah, those stupid complainers are just too narrow-minded to try something different. if they even bothered to try new games out, they'd probably realize how much they'd been missing before.
omg, i totally forgot to tell you!!! (ack!!) chaz' brother got 'kingdom hearts'!!! i threw a mock-tantrum at chaz for not waiting for us, and i made him feel SOOOO bad ;P ... but he didn't wait!!! i called him up and he started telling me this game was so much fun and you see me kinda freeze and then freak out. nooo.... but i made him promise to play through the whole game for us (through the use of guilt trips ;D i'm so evil, mwa ha haa). so yeeeahh...

tomorrow's gonna be absotively posolutely horrible. can't believe i'll be staying awake at 6:30am... eurgh... dammit. just realized i'd actually have to wake up before then. nooo... oh well. must stock up on sleep somehow. now wouldn't that be nice if i could bottle sleep. that'll be the day. haaa... what else. hummm....

going swimming as well. apparently, amanda called while we were at school. she was trying to make me feel bad, which completely pissed me off. this is the message she left with andrew: "i went swimming the last two weeks, and i'm going tomorrow as well, just so she knows."
no, i don't know. i tried calling her that first time to tell her i wouldn't come because of that time of the month. i couldn't get through to her and she didn't call me back. i sent her an email too, telling her why i couldn't come. she never replied to that. then last week, i got there at 12:35pm (we're supposed to meet at 12:30pm) and she wasn't there. talk about impatient. i was about to go into the pool anyway, when i realized that i didn't bring my lock. how am i supposed to go in and tell her? if she had waited an extra 5 minutes, she would've known. and then she leaves a message like that with andrew. what the hell? and of course i know she'll be swimming tomorrow. she always goes, so why the hell does she need to tell me. i just didn't like how she worded it. she could've just asked if i was going swimming on tuesday. i don't think she needed to bring up the fact that she had gone swimming for the last two weeks as well. i know she went swimming both weeks. she also went swimming the 2 weeks before that too. argh! ah well... i'm going tomorrow, but if she mentions it, i think i'll be very annoyed.

i can't type properly right now. my fingers are way too stiff because they're too cold. i was just outside playing with puppy. he sorta bit me cuz i was reaching down for his bottle. it's bleeding a bit. ah well. need to train him quick.

neway, later,
auj

| Sunday, October 13, 2002 || 12:03 a.m. |

yo yo... yet again making another entry. it's all good.
newayz, been looking up more songs on kazaa. found that long vacation song... i think. well, it's one of them anyway. also found a whole bunch of do as infinity and dreams come true songs. haven't listened to them yet. also dled an ayumi hamasaki song. found 2 hikaru utada songs that i like. one's called uso mitai na i love you and the other's shiawase ni narou. like the first better, but they're both cool. thinking of dling simple and clean as well... not sure yet.

cuz i'm bored out of my mind, here's a list of what i've dled and liked so far:
- tokyo nights (hikaru utada)
- silent emotion (long vacation)
- uso mitai na i love you (hikki) <-- lazy
- deep river (hikki) ... sorta.. not sure about this one.
- sung in shik (park ji yoon)
- thank you (dreams come true)
- secret of my heart (mai kuraki) <-- really like this one
- daybreak (ayu)
- boukensha tachi (do as infinity)
- fukai mori (do as infinity)

newayz... done with my list. it was longer, but i deleted a couple, then took quite a few out of my playlist. now for the tedious conversion to atrac3 format. that's the worst part about md's: conversion. oii...

later

| Saturday, October 12, 2002 || 06:07 p.m. |

eh? sunday? what's on sunday? i think i missed a memo somewhere.

it's such a wonderfully sunny day today (that's 1). i gave puppy a shower and now he's so soft (that's 2). i took him onto the couch and we both fell asleep (that's 3). then i had to go pick andrew up from a friend's and i brought puppy. he curled up on the front seat and looked so cute (that's 4). i also had a nice conversation with my mom (that's 5) and i got to drink bubble tea (that's 6). to top it off, i was going to go email etsu to find out where he was on friday, but he beat me to it and emailed me. from all the confusing emails i'd sent him, he'd gotten lost. here's what he thought: he was supposed to meet us for sushi on friday and because of that, for whatever reason, we weren't meeting at lunchtime. he said sorry a couple times in the email and said he would explain everything on wednesday. so that's 7. and to top it off, i'm having lasagna for dinner (tho we have to make it...). that makes 8. :) a very wonderful day if i don't say so myself. i'm feeling so very lazy, but i should start reading my text books.... hummm... on monday, if you're going to school, i think i want to come. must keep myself away from all types of distraction.

so now, all i need to know is what's on sunday? :P

later,
auj

| Friday, October 11, 2002 || 12:30 p.m. |

omg, i'm pretty damn pissed at etsu right now. okay, not really pissed, just really annoyed. he was a no-show today. out of all the guys that i know, i wouldn't have expected etsu to not show up. his last class ends at 11:50am, and we usually meet right outside his classroom, so it shouldn't take him that long to come out. i waited 'till 12:15pm, then went to ISC thinking that he might've gone ahead. nope. he wasn't there either. i finally called david up to hang out with him. but it makes me so mad that etsu didn't bother to show up when we set this time aside to do engl/jpns. i could've come to school later. it would've been nice if he bothered to even tell me. (i checked my webmail... nothing from him) how annoying is that? it just pisses me off. grrr....

yeah, so i'm not in the best of moods right now. i'm not grumpy or anything... but... well, you know what i mean. i hope.

anyway, i'm sitting in tri-lab with dave right now, having the time of my life (note the sarcasm). i want to do something, but dave wants to sit here and read his home theatre stuff. oii.... too bad you're in class. i would've called you first. :)

*sigh* so, you can tell thanh that etsu wouldn't be very good boyfriend material. he better have a reason for not showing. if it's something like "i forgot," that'll really tick me off.

oh, if you want, i can hold off on the skating until friday evening. i'll tell nikki and ellen about it if you want.

god, i do not want to be spending my break in front of a computer monitor... i do enough of that at home. i'll bug dave until he thinks of something we can do. hummm....

later,
auj

ps - i'll probably end up telling you all of this before you read it, but i needed to vent at the moment. i think i'm up for some ice cream today. need something to cheer myself up.

| Thursday, October 10, 2002 || 11:07 a.m. |

you know, i really gotta stop reading your entries right at the time (or after the time) you specify is the latest to call. i read your entry at... 10:55. haha. tried to give you a call anyway, but it didn't work. will try again after 12pm. or you can call me. whatever (sending brain waves right now). i'm at home until 12:45-ish.
okay, now you've got me worried. i assume patty would be able to drive me back home, but i guess not. it looks like i'll have to drive to school. that way patty can at least drive me to my car or something. hahaa, guess my email is pretty pointless. i told you i'd take pictures. i'll take 'em anyway, but it doesn't have the same value anymore... i'll try to get a nice pic of you and him. ;) hehe. oh, and unless patty ruined it all for me, i can tell you some good news (tho knowing you, you'd just be cynical about it all anyway).
it's hassle, btw.

i think the dude's name was that ham sup lo or something. yeah, that guy. that's the only reason i remember his name. and he was in the same year as me.... this guy is anyway. go figure the one 3rd year will sit right beside me. :P

woah... i think you know my family waaayyy too well. yeah, you can tell andrew's trying to get the notes right. remember our electronic metronome with the pitches on it? well, he set the metronome at 'A' or something and left it like that, trying to get his trumpet to make the same pitch. it wasn't really working.... you know... come to think of it, i don't think he has a trumpet. it looks like a trumpet, but i don't recall any of those buttons on the top part... hmmm.... i dunno what it's called then. i was outside, and he was in the mudroom (door closed) playing his instrument. he was trying to get the dog's attention, but what i didn't know what that he was right behind the door. i opened it, knocking the instrument against his teeth. oops.

yeah, i know. my search was for 'kingdom hearts - hikaru utada' (pretty slick :) and kazaa came up with hikari and simple and clean. i preferred jpns, and now i can almost sing the song in its entirety. of course, this is only because i printed off the lyrics and replayed the song over and over again while doing hmwk. after hmwk, i'd try to sing along. what wonderful fun. chaz said he/his brother is going to buy the game. yayyy!! i had originally told him i'd buy it for him so we could watch him play it, but he said he'd probly get it before i did. grrr... ah well. as long as he gets it, right? hehe...

hum diddly
later,
auj

| Wednesday, October 9, 2002 || 12:05 a.m. |

yeah, i don't know what it is about the last couple days, but i've been in a perpetual state of sleepiness too. it's really weird. i've been sleeping in and all sorts of wonderful things.

oh, and i think i met someone who i'd seen from cp. it's really weird. i don't want to bring it up with him tho. we just started talking today in class (the one i was talking with when our prof was being boring), and i swear he looks familiar. his name sounds familiar too. ah well...

newayz, mustn't stay on for too long.
later,
auj

ps - no, you've got mail... (unless you checked it already, of course)

| Sunday, October 6, 2002 || 07:50 p.m. |

yeah... i had to wake up at 6:30am to take the dog out. but after that i went back to sleep. slept till 11:30am. i was so tired during piano lessons tho. kept yawning and trying to fight off sleep. yikes.

don't you hate it when ppl start talking, thinking you can't hear them, or that you weren't saying anything worthwhile and just interrupt a conversation. that pisses the hell out of me. especially if i was in the middle of a conv. my brothers do that all the time. assume that i will listen to them instead of whoever's on the phone. oii...

andrew's learning how to play the trumpet. makes me reminisce about the days of the trombone. the sound quality is quite similar to greg's trombone playing.. only higher-pitched. what fun.

how about if it ends with 'miteiteyo'. haha... same diff. nah, i figured it wasn't cut off cuz there was still little bits of sound right at the end. it's all good. i recorded it to an md. unfortunately, my "english" md is becoming more and more multi-lingual. i didn't want to delete anything from my jpop md, so i deleted stuff from the "english" one. now there's leon, dragon ash, utada, and coco lee. :P heh

later
auj

| Sunday, October 6, 2002 || 02:43 a.m. |

well, no. you didn't tell me about it at the restaurant. how was buddying up with thanh and patty today? fun?
k, i'm going to keep this short & simple. my ... dad? decided to switch keyboards and use the one that greg spilt coke all over. it's very hard & annoying to try and type fast and miss letters because the keys won't press down. you have to press very hard which is pissing the hell out of me. oiii... stupid greg. silly dad for keeping this keyboard.

btw, dled that utada hikaru song. is it supposed to end abruptly? cuz that's what my version does. it's 5:03min long.

okay, the 'o', 'n', 't', and space bar are pissing me of to no end. will go now.
later,
auj

ps - you were extremely unintelligible in your entry... it was very very very hard to figure everything out. remind me not to talk to you early in the morning (esp. when mad... speaking of w/c... i think patty's mom blew it out of proportion a little).

| Tuesday, October 1, 2002 || 09:37 p.m. |

2 days. it took me 2 days. just for the record. i'm not sure if i should be proud of that or anything...

holy talent, batman! she's only 12 days older than me?! *sigh* to have a semi-breathy voice... and a fluency in the jpns language. *sigh*
chaz actually wants to dl the soundtrack for kingdom hearts. he likes the song from the commercial. ;)

awww... poor ali. it looks like thanh'll be the patty replacement. you've gotta admit tho, thanh was always like that (from what i remember). she was very laid back about a lot of school stuff. and then she'd freak at the last minute when she'd realize that there's not enough time...

you know what? it seems like after you made this pact to try and become less obsessed, he starts popping up a lot more. someone upstairs is trying to test you. either that or they're spiting you. hahaa.. cute, huh? suuure... there's a reason why you like him and i don't.

i can just see clarice pondering over who the hell bert is. 'hmm... ali seems hooked on this bert guy. i need to find out who he is...' hahaa... she may also be wondering exactly how violent you are. :P hehe...

hey, on friday, do you wanna play pool again? i thought that was fun. :)
later

| Thursday, September 26, 2002 || 12:31 a.m. |

woah... just reread my entry and realized how much on crack i seem to be on. heh... well, also wanted to mention that i met some dude from libya today (etsu's friend??) who did enel degree and wants cpsc masters. hello. and he's learning french. but he finds it hard. ah well.
you know, i just realized that the reason chaz might be all weird is cuz i keep talking about etsu. hmmmm.... possibly. heh... but it's so exciting to learn jpns and get to know a jpns xchg student! weee, lots of fun! and when i get to learn new phrases, i'm extra-excited. oii... and i just realize i see him more than anyone else. err... i see ellie and patty twice a week, chaz maybe once... heh... the puzzle's starting to come together now. aww, i'll have to shower chaz w/attention to make him feel better (oii, this is so time-consuming... ;P). must find a way to make chaz see that i see etsu as a potentially great friend. (who i will utilize when i visit japan... haha... i seriously am evil. i have ulterior motives left, right, and center). and i am still wide awake right now. what's wrong with me today? okay, no, now that i think about it, i'm tired. and, yes, possibly on crack.
bubye

| Thursday, September 26, 2002 || 12:02 a.m. |

woah... must check this more often... well, no. correction: i did for a while, but it was always that same entry, so i stopped. and now you've written. heh... ^^;
okie, lesse here... must respond to everything that requires a response...

lol, you're so funny! "affectionately"?? hahaa... yeah, i realized the slip, when chaz called it 'kingdom hearts'. looked at it at future shop tho. :)
wow... talk about doing your research. okay, you know you have midterms coming up right? just want to make sure you don't procrastinate too much. (haha, what am i saying? i'm the epitamy of procrastination)... okay, so is sora one of the three kids? or is he completely separate from them? (say, i dunno, babysitter or something)

okay, embarrassed with another 'r' (i can already hear you glaring at me. yes, hear). aww, i thought 'merry xmas, nataku' was a nice waffy fic. actually, i was mentally kicking myself for telling you i'd posted... but it's all good. i had this one girl/guy tell me that they wanted a kissing scene at the end of one of my fics. which was exactly the point i wanted to make. i didn't put a kiss scene at the end of it b/c they don't kiss all the time. barely anyway. i had them hug (which is fine by me... dammit! want more episodes. must give david blank cd to burn those 3 eps on. i don't care if the ending's ruined, i want to see!!)

the song definitely sounded cool. i dunno... i'm still really into maaya sakamoto. and certain ayumi hamasaki songs. btw, i think i'm gonna get esca movie this sat. for your information. :D hehehe

oh, and after midterms, i wanna take etsu (jpns xchg student -- can you tell i've had practice with abbr?) to eau claire market/prince's island park sometime. wanted to know if you wanted to come. i figure it's a good way for him to practice his english (if there's lots of ppl to interact with). he's really nice (aka, don't worry, he won't bite). i dunno. i think it's a good idea (yes, ego coming into foreground here...)

what does that hp quote have anything to do with your prof? i'm completely missing the point here. err... yes.

oh, guess what? my soci371 class has been moved (dammit!). i have to go from chc all the way to es. how annoying is that? damn it all. other than that... not much to report. i'm having a blast. (mostly b/c i'm not really stressing at the moment...) i've learnt all sorts of wonderful jpns phrases (translation from auj-exaggeration: 2 phrases): i have to go to class (informal way... formal is too long xP) and i took the bus. aren't you proud? so exciting! and i actually stuck to swimming for the 2nd week in a row. trust me, it doesn't seem like much, but i was seriously having doubts on tues morning. i really didn't want to go cuz i was feeling so lazy and tired, so i called patty up to ask her to find amanda and say i couldn't come, but then as fate would have it, patty met amanda while i was on the phone with her, and i didn't have the heart to say no.... so i forced myself to go. it was fine after that. it's just getting out of bed that's always the hardest... and i'm meeting up with a girl tomorrow (at least, i hope this person's a girl) to help her with engl. however, this time, i didn't do it out of the goodness of my heart, like with etsu (altho that wasn't really goodness of my heart either. i wanted to learn jpns w/o paying tuition for it :P). when she emailed me, i wasn't sure if i could fit her in anywhere without screwing up my wonderful schedule. but i realized that i don't want to sit on a bus full of high school students on tues/thurs, so i told her to meet me at 3:15 for an hour. hehee. i'm so evil. what can i say?

omg, and i'm seeing etsu every day now. 3 times a week are planned, but i've been seeing him in mac hall a lot too. he studies there O_o w/c is beyond me... but i introduced him to chaz today, and i swear chaz has some problems or something. when we were leaving, he kept reaching behind him to take my hand. yes, charles. i'm going to run off with some dude i barely know. really. but when he's talking to ppl i don't know, he doesn't do anything. argh, honestly. he and i are going to watch 'serving sara' on sat night. dave wanted us to watch 'brotherhood of the wolves' on friday night (whatever the hell that is... he really likes the movie), but i don't think i can go. must study.... or pretend to study on friday anyway.

okay, i think i've rambled on long enough. hope you feel better soon, tho i'm inclined to believe you'll be better by the time you read this... :)

later (jaa ne .. okay, i already knew that one :)

| Thursday, September 19, 2002 || 11:25 a.m. |

oops. i didn't actually read your entry until 11:15am... heh ^^;

newayz, oii. talk about loser. obviously that girl was not meant to read comic books. they're not universally known as the most mentally stimulating book on the planet...

yeah, i tried calling ellen tuesday night and ended up calling patty again. i didn't figure it out until mr. ongpin answered the phone. :P ... patty pretended to be all insulted, but meh... i didn't really care. (considering how she rejected me on that fun night... boo hoo!). also, yesterday i met up with her after work, but it turns out she had completely forgotten that i was meeting up with her (so unloved!). fortunately for me, there's only one main area to escape out of social sciences... oh the offense of it all.

btw, perpetual means 'always' more or less. all the time, etc. perpetually bright would mean always bright, etc etc.

oh, and ... what exactly are we doing this weekend. i'm not sure what it is we're doing on friday and saturday, cuz i know we're meeting up both days. on friday we're... what? cuz i think it was saturday that we were going to go around looking at md/mp3 players (btw, i'm leaning towards getting an md player. must ask my consumer questions first tho). i think i was also going to get escaflowne: the movie (superstore) and monsters, inc (future shop). i dunno.... we will need to discuss this tonight when you call.

newayz, i'm gonna jet now (btw, you never told me that you wrote stuff on ff.net!!! grrr!!! i found it tho. read one of them...:) awww...)

| Monday, September 9, 2002 || 08:41 p.m. |

awww... poor ali schmali! ;)

eep! i didn't think you'd actually look for it. i was thinking of using the pen name 'super_penguin' but... i dunno... i just decided against it.

now i'm all embarrassed. mouuu... i plan on typing up some more of the fics that i wrote out, but it depends on how much time i allot to typing. and most of them are sappy sana/hayama stories. (awwww)

but i'm also giddy because someone else reviewed my story and she was all cute about it! awwwww... so nice. the funny thing is that that story was written as a short story and wasn't meant to have a continuation. she's asking for one anyway... i'll never get around to making anymore chapters. it wasn't meant to go on!! just cuz i left it as a bit of a cliffhanger at the end, so what?! i didn't mean anything by it! dammit! (truth: i was too lazy to have sana analyze her feelings, so i made her go to sleep)

sooo... i'm thinking i'll call you sometime tonight... since it's already 8:45pm, i should make that soon.

ps - mgmt studies was really ... weird.

| Tuesday, September 3, 2002 || 05:21 p.m. |

bah.
don't worry about the links below. i'm not sure what's wrong with the ftp that i have at the moment... it's not showing up on shaw, sooo.... i'll figure it out eventually. :)

| Tuesday, September 3, 2002 || 05:14 p.m. |

wow...
well, after that whole scare about ppl reading your pitas account, i decided to move everything to an archive. not that it really matters, since i'm linking it on the side... but at least it's not so long, and you won't have to scroll so much now. :P

sooo.... here are the songs:
- Lange - Drifting Away
- Luna Park - Space Melody (Radio Edit)
- Luna Park - Space Melody (Full Moon Mix)

hopefully those work...